i resolve.

I decided to stop being a cynic about New Year's Resolutions.

Mine is to stare at the sky for 15 minutes every week. To spend 750 minutes this year laying flat on the earth thinking about nothing else. I think that by stopping to not-think, I might learn something, might tap into some sort of awareness that's was written into the constellations before Adam. I can imagine it. And I know that I'm very far from that point right now, but I want to get there. And I want to be able to sit and call it out from the middle of myself, and just feel aware. I want to eliminate all the false dichotomies in the world and become familiar with the correctness of the universe. The answer that is literally hanging over my head all my life. I want to find it, then own it.
Besides all this, I just really like the sky. I think he and I can become friends.